Monday, May 6, 2013

strength... unreal?

appearing all strong to work and all. not talking or telling anyone anything... the truth is.. I am even too tired to talk to myself and blog about anything.. blogging, to me, is a way for me to vent anything.. to understand myself better, and not to indirectly tell anything to others, hoping "someone" out there will discover me and help... that's maybe that's why religion gives hope, for those who can't do anything to help themselves.. religious teaching taught me one thing... I need to help myself... for me to self motivate and self solve anything...
to sum everything up.. the root of all problems is that. nI can’t find a way to replenish my energy and motivation, and everything else seems to be requesting for my attention..

I... am losing conscious...... 

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